cherub

your head wasn't spinning in circles
spewing green-esque all around
your body wasn't in ventriloquy
screaming words in foreign tongue
your heart wasn't in dissection,
inoperable & disconnected
so
then
why couldn't you get past, everything i accepted,
and let this love affair fucking fly.

our battles rivaled that of
the creation of heaven and hell
omnipotence versus pride
love versus necessity
a gaping whole and how to fill it
your a fallen angel & cherub

the circles we drew
slowwllllyyyyy began to asphyxiate
word by word, word by word

the night sky opened up
and screamed out my name
they let me crawl in.
and now im gone

we spoke a language to complex
for even any intellectual to decipher
we are landlocked in our kingdoms,
a clusterfuck of of of, barriers & blockades
im not the key to fit inside your lock
i cant come back and open pandoras box
this lock needs to be opened by you
like mine, now you, like mine, now you